"Jar Of Hearts"

i know, I can't take one more step towards you

'Cause all that's waiting is regret

Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

And It took so long just to feel all right

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

'Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

[Chorus:]

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

The Sweetest Words Ever!!!!!

My l0ve….

In our life, we must face a thing called ‘love’. When I still a child, my parents always taught me about love and how it will affect my life. In my family, we are always cared for each others, helping each other, hear their problem and that’s the love is all about. With the love, the family will be just like the brightest star in the sky.

When I am turn to a teenage life, I start to know a love in other perspective, I started to befriend with a girl, learn about social life and others things about teenager(only the positive things). The major thing is, I start to learn about true love. I am not so handsome, but actually I am cute person, before this I have a lot of girlfriends, but here, I just want to tell you about my true love other than my family.

The story began 2 years ago when I try to tackle a girl via a cell phone. Actually I didn’t know who’s the girl, how her looks likes. I got the number from my cousin. After knowing her a little bit, I know this girl just want to be friend with me. However, I just try my luck and said to the girl that I am in love with her. You know what? She rejected me on the spot and gave a reason that SPM is just around the corner. The good thing is, this girl give my phone number to her own best friend. The great thing is her friend is a girl. The best thing is her friend is still single and available.

After being rejected by the girl, I started to close with her best friend named ‘zue’. At first, we just started as friend. I like to befriend with her, she is sporting, kind and the most important thing, she is beautiful. She always said that I am funny and she love to be with me. She is a caring person and has the criteria to be my special one. At last, in 27^th December 2007, we mate at Kuala Lumpur for a very first time.

She really amazed me when she willing to drive from Terengganu to Kuala Lumpur just to meet me. At that time we mate at time square, we are having a good time together. After that, she ask me to drive her car and show her the KL view at night. When we are on our way to take my bike back, unfortunately we are commit in an accident, luckily we are not having any injuries.

After the accident, my parent come and settle the accident case and help me do the report at police station. The car is total lost and there is no way zue can go back home that night. So, my father invited zue to spend a night at my house while waiting for her parent to come from Terengganu. When her parents arrive, I was feeling very guilty because the accident happened when I drive the car. Luckily, her parent not blaming me at all. Actually, that is not my fault. The other car just not follow the traffic light and rammed me from the left side of the car.

Before zue and her parent go back to Terengganu, her father ask me to take the car back to Terengganu when its already fixed. When all of them go home, my mother ask me who is that girl? And I tell my mother we are just only a friend. And my mother said, she like that girl because she is polite and kind. After she arrived at Terengganu, she send a text massage to tell that she was safely arrived, and she told she miss me. At that time, only god know how I feel.

28^th December 2007 is the date I never forgot. I finally told zue that I love her and I can’t live without her. And the best thing in my life is, she accepted me in her life. 3 month after the accident, the car is finally fixed and as good as brand new car. I send the car to her house. Her family was very nice to me and I felt they was treating me like I am a part of their family. They show me all around Terengganu, ate Terengganu food and doing so much fun activities.

She also give me a spirit to continue my studies. She is the one who call K.L.M.U and accompany me when I registered at this college. Although she was busy with her study at UTEM,Malacca, she always have a time to see me here. Sometimes I will go to Malacca to meet her.

Now, there are almost 2 years I am having a relationship with her. We laugh together, we cry together. For me, she is a given from god just for me, I don’t care, what people say about her, I know her well than any other people in the world. In this world, I love my family, I love my friends and I love Norzue. Without them, I am nothing. You guys complete me.

happy holiday!!!!=0

Finally semua kursus dah berakhir..so skang adelah masanyer utk aku bercutiii!!!

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

rase mcm lame benor dah awok meninggalkan kg halaman nie..

eh mcm salah slag plak kan??hehehehe..

ahhhhhh bolossss saja dinding ituuuu!!!

hahahahahahahhahaa..

uisshhhhh xa sabr gler kot nk balik kg niee...

nk jumpe anak2 buahku yg tersayang,mama,abah,alg,abg2 kandongku n adikku!!

opsssss xlupe juga kpd my abg syg!!!hahahahaha..=p

esok da bley dating yer larlink!!!ahakssssss..

hurmmmmm..mcm2 da aku plan utk cuti nie..

yerla cuti pnjg nie perlukan perancangan yg rapi..

rapi ler sgt kannnn...xdela coz ade 2 big event utk bln 6 nie..

1st achik aku nk tunang ngn kak dayah...org perok so nampaknyer ke perokla kami nanti..

pastu en.amir sis nyer wed plak..xsaboo jugak nk tgk tue!!

she must be really beautiful that day!!!

nk kawen xmampo lagi..so tgk org kawen pun boleyhhhlaaa...=)

1st event: achik n kak dayah bertunang...

ape2 pun tempat yg wajib aku lpak klo balik mestila pantai..

besala org laut mmg begitu..

hahahaahahahaaa...

mcm2 benda lgi nk buat cuti nie..

planning bukan main jer nie tp xtawla mampu buat ke x..

huhuhuhuhu..

anyway nie maybe last update before balik kg nie..

so pnjg cketla dari biasa..hahahahha..

bkn pe kat kg umh xde tenet n malasss r nk update..

nie ade cket gambo2 keindahan kgku...

enjoy it k!!^______^

pantai kemasik

my cousins..

=p

eh ade jugak kan???

hahahahahaa.=p

nway tue jerla nk cakap..

thanks 4 reading..

adios amigos..bye mlaka n c u in september!!

xoxo..muuuaaaaaacccchhhh!!!!!

sesawang bersawang!!!

assalamualaikum n hye...lame da xupdate pape kat cnie..da bersawang da agaknyer kan??hahahaa..sbnrnyer xdpt nk update coz tenet hostel nie mcm tetttttt..

besala klo yg free mmg mcm tuela kan..hehehe..

nk share cketla pasal pe yg jd sepanjangku menyepi nie kan..

first aku baru jer abes Amalan Kejuruteraan or AK yg wajib dihadiri..

overall bg aku xbest sgtla coz mcm2 benda yg jd kan...

adela kena marah,kena tengking n mcm2 lgla..

yg bgusnyer buatkan aku sedar bhawa FTMK the BEST!!

hahahahaahahahaa...

so tiada sesalan aku berada di fakulti ftmk nie..

da lepas sebulan aku menjalani AK esok bermula la pulak CCNA..

CCNA pula selama 4 hari jer pas2 da start cuti 3 bulan..

wahhhhhhhhhh xsabor nyer akuuuu!!!

hope lps nie sumenyer berjalan dgn lancar n setel r dgn cemerlang,terbilang,gemilang..

lastly aku kecewa coz smlm MU kalah n smlm jugak xpat g tgk concert super junior!!

grrrrrrrrrr!!! so stakat nie tue jerla nk ckp..nanti klo tenet da ok ku update lagi yer!!!

xoxo..muaccchhhh!!!

My Heroes..

siapakah my heroes??instead of en.amir aku ade rmi lagi hero yg bertakhta dihatiku nie..siapakah mereka??hehehhehe..jgnla pk bkn2...aku ckp pasal abg2 aku ler..mcm yg krg tgk kat dlm gambo kat ats nie ha..time nie adikku xwujud g tp sbb nak juga letak dia kan so letak jerla gambo dia..hehehe..mcm tangga kan ktrg time kecik2..huhuhu..sbnrnye drgla hero dlm hdupku termasukla abah aku kan..akak aku xtermasuk sbb dia pompuan..huhuhu..rindula kat abg aku..smlm angah call aku time aku tgh tdoo..cam besa r klo tgh membuta mmg r kene sbjik ngn angah an..hahahaha..tp sronok gler bla dgr sore abgku tue..dgr dia cter pasal life dia yg kat dlm hutan tue..mmg happy sgt bila dpt taw ape yg drg wat kan..huhuhu..abg aku angah ngn achik tue dua2 kat dlm hutan skang..drg tue join kursus fortrain(aku xsure r eja btol ke x) kat kepong..c achik join kursus utk pengawas n maybe bln 5 nie abesla coz dia sthun jer..angah lak kursus renjer n ade lg sthun baru abes,,kira samela ngn aku nnti..ktrg same2 grad r..hehehe..

niela angahku sekarang!!bakal renjer insyaAllah..

lame da aku xlpak ngn drg nie..besa klo dolu2 klo semua ade ktrg akan g mandi air terjun kat area umh aku..xpun lpak mandi pantai..mmg sronokla kan coz mcm2 bley wat same2 rmi2..huhuhu.actually aku ade lg srg abg duk kl,aku pggl dia amie..dia nie jrg cket balik kg..tp besa klo aku lpak kl aku duk umh dia je r..dia nie klo xknal mmg org ckp dia kerek..tp sbnrnye dia baik n klakor..fmly aku nie mmg kaki melawak..klo lpk skali mmg gelak je r kejenyer,,ade jer cter lwk nk share..klo aku g kl angah ngn achik pun join aku skali r..so besa ktrg duk mlepak jerla kat umh amie borak2 or lpak tgk tb jer..besa r org blajo kan klo nk kuar xmampu so lpak umh sudaa..hahahhaha..

lg srg hero aku ialah adik aku..lame tol xjmpe dak tue..dia yg plg kecik dlm famly aku r skang..xderla kecik mane coz da f1 pun n dia lagi besr dr achik aku..hahahaha..duk umh makan jerla keje dia..tambah lak kat umh dia srg je so abah aku mmg bg jerla ape dia nak kan..ank emasla katakan..jeles tol tp sib bekla adik aku kan..diala tmpt aku berperang klo balik umh..bgadoh manjela kata org..hahahha..

adikku mestilah yg dpn n yg blkg tue sppu ku asyraf..

actually aku nie mmg rpat ngn abg2 n adik aku dr kecik g..aku ade srg akak tp time kecik xrpt sgt coz dia grg gler..tgkla gmbr kat ats tue..msm jer muka dia..huhuhu..skg da okla coz da besor..tp time kecik2 aku slalu gadoh ngn amie aku coz ktrg jarak dekat kan n mak aku ckp amie mmg xske n sbenarnye xnak adik pompuan..tp da takdir keluar anak pompuan jugak kann..so sbb tue r ktrg slalu gadoh..tp skang da xgadoh2 lg da..klo gadoh pun besanye amie aku pujuk aku balik...heehehe...adikla katakn..hahahaha...tp aku plg baik ngn angah n diala yg slalu jaga aku dr kecik..amek aku dr umh pgsuh n jaga aku n sume2la coz dlu mak aku keje..skang pun klo ktrg balik pun ktrg lpak skali.g karaoke ke,lpak jln2 ke..aku ngam ngn member2 ngah aku.tue yg bley lpak skali..

niela amie..dia srg je dlm fmly yg ade lesung pipit.dlm lak tue..jeles!!

achik aku lak baik gler r bg aku..xpnh r aku nmpk dia mrh ke,ngamuk ke..klo dia mrh sgt pun besa dia diam je..klo dia majok pun dia diam je..dia xske ngamuk2 n gadoh2 ngn org cam angah n amie..dia cool jer..achik aku grg gak masa aku kecik lu tp lawak r bila ingt balik coz achik aku tue sbnrnye plg baik antra adik beradik aku..tah camne aku bley takot ngn dia tah..hahahahaa...

nie achik..baik je muka dia kan??hhahahaa

bila da cter pasal drg nie mula r rase sedih jer..rindu nk jumpe drg sume..da lame xlpak skali..yerla semua da besar n ade life msg2 kan..skang oklgla tp bila da kawin nanti agak2 drg berubah x?mestila berubah kan??aku hrpla bini2 drg nanti xla kerek n drg pun xla jd mcm org2 lain tue..huhuuhu..waaaaaaaaa...rindunyer!!!rase mcm nk balik kg skang jerrr..=( tp pape pun aku saaaayaaaaangggg sgt2 kat adik beradikku nie..my heroes kan..mestila syg..drg jerla tmpat aku mgadu sume benda coz drg jerla yg dpt trima baik n buruk aku..

mestila kene trima coz adik kan..hhaaahaahaa..=P nway sorry r coz agak pnjg lak post kali nie ek..coz da xde keje time hjg mggu nie n tetiba je rase rajin nk update kann..hehehehee..smpi nie jerla dlu ek..thanks 4 reading..xoxo

masa oh masa...

alamak??baru bulan 3 ker??adoyaiii...

rase mcm lmbt gler plak bulan 5 an??

rasa mcm da xsggp nk hadap bulan 3 ngn 4 nie..

klo bln 5 tue best cket..

duk umh,lpak,keje n relaks2 jer..

nie duk ostel tensen ngn subjekla examla asmnt la..

tensen dowhhhh...

cepatla masa berlalu..

kan best klo jd doreamon,ade mesin masa..

skip jer trus 2 bulan..

huhuhuhuhuu..

waaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

cepatla abes blajoooo..

nak kaweeennn!!!

ekkk???

buley plak kan???

hahhaahahha..

nie otak da weng2 nie...

klo dilayan mmg menjadi2..

so sblm aku mengarut2 tah pape g baikla aku stop kan???

hahahahahhahaha

syg korunk yg sd membaca!!

muachhhhh!!

xoxo

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best jer lirik tue kan??mcm kene jer ngn aku...hmmmmm..aku taw aku mmg xlayak pun utk dia..aku taw aku xsempurna..dia sepatutnye dpt yg lebih baik dr aku..perempuan yg lebih mulia hatinya,yg lebih baik budi pekertinya dr aku..tp aku x sggp nk lepaskn dia utk sesiapapun..salah kah aku??kejamkah aku??kdg2 aku terlalu mengharapkan sesuatu yg mustahil bg dia..aku terlalu kejam pd dia..aku terlalu ego pd dia..aku cuma pentingkan diri aku..perasaan aku semata2..entahla..knp aku jd mcm tue??mgkn silap aku sendiri..tp walau ape pun aku tetap sygkan dia,,aku nk sentiasa bersama dia..yer dia jer!!en.amiruddin!!!how i miss him damn much!!T_T xoxo